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| description = {{PAGENAME}} is a [[Events#Secret Event|Secret Event]]. It was the fourth Secret "Happy" Event introduced.
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| synopsis = There is a room with a machine and two large crosses. Although God matters most, he's dead now, which a tragedy — who else will we pray to, even though we lie to him? A pair of angels say that we lie to make things easier and that rules are bad. One says to "throw yourself into the wishing well". The angels' voice reminds Sensei of a "long lost friend" whose name begins with the letter T. [[61 6d 20 69 20 6f 6b 61 79]] is in the machine, and the angels call her "a normal teenage girl". The angels say that Sensei is there for forgiveness because he has sinned, and call for him to be fed to 望む. They begin making <s>horrible</s> heavenly noises. 61 tells Sensei not to worry about her, because "あなたなしで" she goes through much worse. The angels say that Sensei desires her — 61 asks if that is true. Sensei finds that he is tied to a chair again.

Sensei remembers that it's a game and talks to 61 back in [[The Room With Clocks|the room with clocks]]. He agrees that they've been through "everything" together, and that there might not be anything more to experience. When he says that he's not "the programmer", 61 says that he's talking about God. 61 says that Sensei is beginning to sound like "her", by whom she means "the other me". Sensei is envious of her for having another version of herself with a hexadecimal name, and she "does magic". She tells 73 65 6b 61 69 that magic comes from praying, which can be to whoever you want.

Sensei is then back in the chair, and the angels summon "father" before Sensei can escape. [[Hope]] appears, and says that he is everyone's father, but does not answer a question about whether he is god. 61 tells Hope that Sensei is "the one I told you about", being from the same place as her. Hope asks if he'd like to say goodbye to the girl before he <s>goes home</s> leaves, and takes his angels "back to the bottom of everything". Sensei then decides whether or not to approach the machine.
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| criteria_get =Visit the shrine after Chika's "[[Side Event]]" event. 
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| trivia = * The angels name different sins depending on whether or not Sensei has [[No One Can See Us|touched Ami]].
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| secrettablename = Translations for Fourth Secret Event
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